From Waiting to Wonder: A Journey of Infertility, Perseverance and Miracles

This book is for women struggling with infertility, especially after IVF or trying to conceive after 40. It shares the exact journey, mindset shifts, and biological changes that led to having a baby at 45.

From Waiting to Wonder is a memoir for women navigating infertility, IVF, pregnancy loss, and the emotional journey of trying to conceive — including naturally conceiving at 45 after years of fertility treatments. Written by a certified coach and retired military officer, this book blends raw personal story with practical insight on mindset, nervous system regulation, embodiment, and holistic fertility support.

What happens when you do everything right and life still does not unfold the way you planned?

From Waiting to Wonder is a deeply human memoir about infertility, perseverance, and the quiet transformation that can occur when certainty dissolves and a different kind of wisdom begins to lead.

After years of infertility, fertility treatments, and IVF, the author found herself in a prolonged season of waiting that shaped every part of the journey — marked by unanswered questions, shifting identity, and the emotional toll of living in between hope and grief. Part I tells this personal story honestly, tracing the full arc of the waiting without bypassing the pain, the doubt, or the moments of surrender required to keep going when outcomes remained uncertain.

Part II was written in response to the many people who later asked how she went on to have a healthy baby naturally at age 45 after years of IVF and infertility. This section details everything she explored and implemented — mindset shifts, embodiment practices, nervous system regulation, and the integration of modern science with ancient wisdom. Shared transparently as lived exploration, not as guarantees or prescriptions.

This book does not promise outcomes or offer a single path forward. It honors complexity — holding space for effort and surrender, action and acceptance, science and trust.

For anyone who has waited, wondered, carried loss, or searched for meaning while continuing to show up for their life — this book offers both companionship and grounded insight, reminding readers that transformation often begins long before the outcome is known.